I trusted her. She told ppl what I told her not to. I forgave her. She hates me. I apologized to Cheryl. She ignored me.
I trusted her, I added her to my best friend list, I loved her like a sister.
And this is what I get, in return.

Gosh, I've been thinking too damn much. Maybe I shouldn't, maybe I should. What should I do now? What will I do on Monday? Whats the point of school. A plain basic place you learn, no playing. I don't find what they call 'school' intresting. At least not anymore. Why don't they include me in? I know she read my email. I know Ivy is telling her not to forgive. But why? Why does she hates me so much, she doesn't want anyone to be my friend. She tells everyone, everyone, that I expect Cheryl to apologize. And I'm trying to snatch her away from Cheryl. What did I do to deserve this? Who is the one snatching now? She thinks I'm wrong, but she ain't correct neither. She doesn't have the rights to critisize me, she doesn't have the rights to take all my friends away from me. She doesn't have the rights to make everyone see me through her eyes. But she still does it. All those things. She wants me to get upset even more. I didn't do anything to insult her or to critisize her. I didn't do anything wrong to her. Why would she do that? What is she taking revenge on? For Cheryl? Is she betraying me? What is she planning to do? What could it possibly be?