Good times, good memories, I wont forget. It's really hard leaving all those behind. It's really, really hard. I'm trying. You can't imagen, how all of it ended so quickly. Can I make myself move on? And forget you? Can I? I have the ability to do that. But, I can't, I refuse. And you should know why.
Gonna be in Hong Kong these coming 4 days, I'll be back on Friday night. I guess I'll have time to think through and maybe go into my next step of life. I need to drop you. I cant let you weight me down. And Hong Kong is exactly the time and date, I will do so.
I need to move on.

I have to wake up 4 in the morning tmr, we have to be at the airport by 6.10 am.
But, it's so worth it. I'll take my time these few days to erase you out of my mind when I can't see you. That way, I'll feel better.
So you dumped me bcuz of her eh? Uhh, whats it called again? Oh yea, PLAYBOY.
There, you happy? You got your dreams, getting rid of me. Now, ENJOY.

Ok, I admit, I didn't do the dumping. I really didnt. He said, "I like you as a friend, you understand?" And, that meant we aren't together anymore right?
What other was that suppose to mean. I really think I fell for him. But, now. Thinking that maybe you like her. I really dont think she does.
Whatever, this is over. So over. Hong Kong tmr, YAY :D
Now, I can stay away from you.

So we broke up yesterday. I feel uhh, free? Is tht whats right to say?
Can I be frank? I feel sorta lonely. I can't adapt to who I am now. It's nice to have someone by your side. Who you also like.
Finding out he doesn't think that way. Really hurt me. So you were acting, all the time I depended on you. You never cared. What really hurt me was, you couldn't bring the subject up to me and be honest. If you told me, I wouldn't be curious why you'd ignore me sometimes.
I could have found a way to turn things around.
Now, unexpectedly, I hear that, just blowing across. And worse of all, I didn't hear it, from you.